hi.. it's been quite some time since I updated this blog.. not that there hasn't been things going on for me to write.. rather, it's the other way.. so many things have been going on it's impossible to write everything down that I just put it off everyday..

workload in school is catching up.. can't say I've been very hardworking the past weeks.. had a few close shaves with falling sick.. thank goodness they all passed before they could start becoming debilitating.. haha!

people here have been really supportive and awesome.. and I must say I've made many more good friends here than I expected.. but well everything is just different.. and just a few days ago, this sense of loneliness (the many-people-around-you-but-for-some-reason-you-still-feel-something-is-missing feeling) kind of swept over me.. and I was tempted to call back just to here some of my spore friends' voices.. so happy that yesterday could semi-videocall sh.. although cos of the lag, most of the time the image was like frozen in some unglam pose.. haha! but just being able to see someone's face, I was so happy.. ok liwen and cheryl, it's going to be your turn soon!

have been a little troubled in the past 2weeks.. by the same category of thing that almost costed me my 2nd Spaper in jc.. I just have to say that although I keep thinking that I've been through similar things so many times so I should be super pro at dealing with it, somehow I'm still not.. I still get affected.. I still can't face it like an experienced player on the field.. I still trip over my own feet and feel the pain of the wound..

but I guess it will pass.. like how all those in the past have passed.. some were harder and more painful (think about how I still feel sad when I hear tong2 hua4).. some passed fairly easily without the other party even finding out and we're still great friends (think pharmacy).. but they have all passed.. and I'm sure this will too.. just that it doesn't help that we're living within the same boundaries.. but it's getting better as the days pass.. maybe I just haven't locked up well enough.. ahhaha!

oh sheesh I should stop bein so emo!! haha! because I'm really happy here! so yep don't worry about me! and yea cheryl don't worry I'm not starving myself.. in fact I'm eating quite alot heh.. oops..

anw yep.. hope to be able to come up here and tell u more abt wats going on..

jyane!